IF NOT FOR A JOINT, I'D BE DEAD BY NOW.

She rolled her own joints,

It was something that tamed her untamed mind,

Hundreds of thoughts gushing together breaking her inner peace, a puff and it all faded away, in the back of her head.

At times she wondered weather she was drifting herself from reality? but her mind needed this herb as it worked as medicine to sooth & calm her thoughts.

She'd often heard remarks of people "It's a drug and consuming it would only get you addicted to it"

but she choose to have her own beliefs rather than listening to what people had to say.

For her she was sorted she loved herself and nurtured herself every time she was falling apart.

In a world constantly thriving to smash people down she stood tall, taller  than she actually was. She 

knew deep in her heart if only people understood their worth and did their little bit, the world would be better place.

She couldn't understand why people choose to be so complicated, it was beyond her understanding.

These constant wondering about the world and people around bothered her to the core, she wanted answers. Only if someone could explain ignorance to her.

She did what her heart set forth to, near and dear ones never missed a chance to tell her how wrong she was, she pondered over her thoughts and the people around her's beliefs. 

A long drag and whoof!! all fade away the anxiety, nostalgia and people.

She loved her solitude as that was the time she choose to think beyond her own understand,

Dream beyond her minds reach... Dream of infinite possible things she wanted to do and the world as it is presented to us.

She wondered why everyone choose to blame something or someone for their short comings?

Marijuana was the only thing that kept her positive and at peace with the world and her thoughts.

She used it as an antidote for her mind and it had been more than 5 years now that she had confided her inner peace to Marijuana.

She was smart, intelligent, beautiful, confident and full of life.

She spread happiness and positivity, she worked hard to make a place for herself in this competitive world. She convinced herself with logical reasons before putting it forth to the others.

She was bold and said she enjoyed smoking pot as she knew she choose the freedom for herself, 

At times people questioned her and even labelled her for displaying her real emotions.

Alas all said and done, she said... "i'd like to use it, not abuse it"

and if i like something and think it's good for my mental health i'd do as i please as this is my salvation, this is my reality.